yeah , today quite boring . did nothing much . last night sleep so late at 1.30pm bcos sat force me to sleep . talk to him at the phone for less than 15 mins . i could really see that we dont get along this few days . and i dont know why my feelings towards him seems so different this few days . i dont know why but it seems that i dont care about him anymore . our talks are like more boring . he talks less and i just kept mum . does that mean my love start to fade for him ? but how come ? argh , never mind . as long as i can love him , i'll love him . but seriously lah seyy . i feel like running away from him . he seems like dont care about me (?) and later when i call him late at night , he says he want to sleep and bla bla bla . maybe i think too much . yeah ?
nisa , aku tak kate kau tk blh temankan hid . tapi ade satu kali ni yang btol btol buat aku terkilan . kau mkn recess pat satu corner beh lpas mkn kau jln dgn hid . bkn sebab kau tk layan aku , tapi fie sendiri complaint pat aku kau maken rapat dgn hid .
dan mmg kau ade lepak pat mcd , tapi sebab kte lepak pat mcd lah kte maken tk rapat . sbb bnyk org sangat . kau layan org laen , dan aku layan org laen walaupon ade mase mase nye kte bbual .
mmg last fri aku perasan korg , tapi aku tk sanggop tgk care korg buat dek dgn aku sbb pagi pagi tuh korg dh tunjok attitude dan ia dh cukop menyaketkan hati .
aku tau kau tak lepak dgn dgn sarah sume sbb kau tk rapat dgn dorg tapi aku kan ade . bukan aku suroh kau lepak dgn sarah dgn wiza sorang je .
dan bkn sbb kteorg sengaje tknk jumpe pat pondok tapi kau tgk keadaan mase tuh . fie tinggal marsiling beh kau tknk jmpe pondok beh reen kate leceh die nk patah balek dr rumah gy pondok beh patah balek gy skolah . jadi tinggal aku je .
aku mmg pegi dgn wiza dgn sarah tapi aku tk pegi cam tuh je . aku tunggu korg pat HOD . monday tuh kte lepak same same pe dgn fanact fam . cume tue dgn wed tuh je sbb reen , fie sume ade remedial beh kau nk balek . beh on thu tuh , aku tanye kau nk gy mane kau jln gytu je . and aku baru strt gy skolah dgn sat last wed .
recess pulak , on mon aku ade duty . tue aku carik kau sbb aku tk tau kau pat ne beh aku tk jumpe kau , aku dudok dgn iffah . lpas recess aku lupe tanye shiqah korg dudok pat mane sbb aku bkn bbual dgn die sangat . wed , aku ade duty lagi . thu , aku teman sarah , sbb wiza tk dtg skolah , gy carik kwn die nk bbual psl dance . lpas tuh kte gy toilet , aku gy bukak rambot ikat balek , bukak , ikat balek beh tinggal brape minit je then dh bell ring . fri tuh , aku nmpk korg pat luar class tapi aku tk pegy pat korg sbb aku tau korg confirm tunjok attitude mcm ape korg buat pagi tuh .
ye , semua org kate aku dh berubah . tapi dorg tak tau cerita die . dan aku harap penjelasan ni dh cukop utk kau mengerti . bkn sengaje aku nk ke tepi kan korg cam tuh je .
aku bkn malaikat , aku pon buat kesalahan . tk sempurna , dan tk blh sempurna . dan aku ingin yang burok menjadi pengajaran , yang baek menjadi teladan .
dan aku nk korg tau , aku tk sanggop kehilangan kwn mcm korg . (:
i play the same song over and over again cos it reminds me of you .