well , last wed was my 3rd month with satria . and i told him everything . and as days goes by , my love for him blooms even more . i want to love him as much as he loves me . the past 3 months , had been beautiful eventhough i didnt have feeling for him at the first place . but then , as this relationship goes longer day by day , i start to treasure him . i must move on and at the same time give him a chance .

the first time i wanted to tell satria the truth , i was shy . i dont know how to tell him . then i asked him to hear the song by 'spoon - sepenuh hati' . and he understand what im trying to tell . and i promise nvr to let him go .

yesterday talked to satria at the phone until 12 then sms all the way until 1 plus . then i felt sleepy so when to sleep . just now morning , i checked my sms and satria send 3 smses . bcos last night my phone battery empty and i was lazy to charged . the msges was so sweet , man .

satria . i promise to love you as long as i can , okay ?

anisah was hospitalised for overdosed , taking 20 pills of panadol and i know it must be bcos of that USELESS GUY ! anis , pls dont do this anymore . i love you . everyone do . your parents , granny , your siblings . if he dont love you , then let him be . like you told me to move on . and yes , whatever you guys go through together ; thicks and thins , just put it a side and forget him . remember when i broke up with that guy , you the one who said i must move on eventhough memories are not meant to be forget . remember ? please anisah , think before you do something . think the feelings of people that love you . if you're gone , with who would want to laugh with ? with whom i want to share our top secrets ?