its been a long time since i've updated. my last update was on th 15 sept right?
so much things happen in such a short period of time. so much things to tell.
Firstly, nisa and i are back to normal and i just can't wait for raya lah siol! :D
secondly, things had really went wrong between me and satria the past few days.
we quarrel about some stuffs that really break my heart and had some misunderstandings
with one another. but, we are fine now although im abit upset. but, whatever happens,
i wont ask for a break up cause i know i cant go on without him. eventhough i just started
to have th feeling of love towards him, but when i love someone,i'll love them with all my
heart. anyway, i gave him this long msg last night cause i cant stop thinking abt it. & i
hope tht msg will make him realise how far we both drifted apart.
Satria,
i know this morning when we walked to school, i didnt talk much. its nt that im
mad at you. but i was only trying to hold back my tears.
if i've not send that long msg, would you want to pick me up?
just to let you know, i cant bear to lose you, actually.