recently just stead with satria , trying to love him but still cant get amin out of my mind . i just dont get it . aminudin , aminudin . it might be my fault at the first place . but if only you would have forgive me then , things would go smoother now . and maybe its fated ya ? at the same time when our relationship is on the rocks , another girl came to your life . i've never hated you or hold a grudge towards that girl but i still remember what sarah told me ; if you really love me you would have forgive me or at least not to go for that girl . sarah was right . i wonder if for that past 9 months , you did really love me . how come is it so easy for you to just dumped all our memories just like that ? those memories is too painful for me to just forget them . they were too wonderful although it was tough for me at the very end . yesterday should be our 10 monthsary but now , its just a simple day. when it turns 18 , i'll remember of you but i know i dont have the right to love you cos you're someone's . ouh , damn it ! you should be buried with the memories and all . fyi , i miss you . and i hate to miss you .