i still rmbr i broke up with him on the 161107.that was a mth ago.hw cn i frget that day?the day when my hart shattered into pieces.when my hope turn into a dream.when i lost someone i love.well.that was the past nw.i dont wanna think bout it so much.yesterday nyte at ard 11.20pm,he sms.i dont noe what he want.since my pp8 low,i didnt reply.so amin,if you're reading this.im sori if i kept you waiting.why do he sms me fr?i tot he would nvr need me anymre?my mum doesnt want to top-up fr me until skul re-opens.wah piang eh.anyway,back to amin.i cant put hopes too high.coz if i do,and what i hope fr doesnt comes true,its me who's gonna suffer and get dissapointed even more.but i cant denied it that,I MISS AMIN!alot!haiss.i miss those tymes when we were still together.really sia.all this is really killing me.its a pain to fall in love.do you know what is it like to look up into the velvet nyte sky and yet not to see the star?do you know what is it like to see the bird sing their sweet music and not to hear the sound?do you know what is it like to feel your heart inside,and yet not to feel it beat?do you know what is it like when the one you love so deeply is so far away and yet it is quite close?
if im ever lost,will you find me?
if im ever lonely,will you ever give me company?
if i ever get carried away,will you hold me?
if ever my heart calls out to you,will you hear it?
if ever my eyes are filled with tears,will you caress me?
if ever im immersed in sorrows,will you share them,my love?
if ever i am drawn to tears,will you wipe them?
swear that come what may you will never leave me.
my heart beats because of you,my love.
i have resolved.
i promise i will love you,honey.