nutting in diz werld last.
including my relationship wif amin.
yap,we broke up on the 161107.
evryone tot we cud last forever
but it was proven wrong.
it ended diz sorrowful way.
yeah,evry start has an end.
he didnt told me y he wanna broke up.
he just said he's decision was final.
i was speechless dat moment.
all i did was to cry,cry and cry.
i wish i was sleeping.
so wen i woke up,
it was just a nitemare.
but so sad, i was in a werld called reality.
in reality,nutting cn b changed.
a fact will remain as a fact.
eventhongh we cant accept the fact,
we gt no choice.
and of course,i cried.
i cried coz i remembered of d past.
a painful history.
those tymes,
wen we sms each other,
wen we went out together
and all my sacrifices dat was nt appreciated.
and he didnt even said sori.
afta all,is diz wad i get back?
fine den.
i'll juz hv to take it and be patient.
its so sad wen
u meet sumone hu means alot to u,
oni to find out in d end
dat it was nvr meant to be
and u juz hv to let it go.
wad he did was d same lyke
stabbing a knife rite thru my hart.
it was on d 171107.
i juz woke up frm my sleep,
and i started to remember of hym.
den,i started crying again.
oh tears,y cant u juz hold back urself?
in d afternoon,
i went to wdls mart mcd.
nisah,anis,emi,anna & reen
were there too.
and i noe they sms amin.
but i didnt realised coz i was
crying once more.
they gave me sum advice and support.
den did i realised he's nt worth my tears.
it was on d 181107 wen my kuzzin gt married.
and it suppose to be my 3rd mthsary.
i guess dat dae has been meaningless fr hym ready.
till nw,i still cant believe it.
i cant believe he left me.
but,my hart will go on loving hym
till sumone cud replace hym.
amin..if oni u noe hw much i've suffered enuf,
wud u still do diz to me?
if i cud show all my love fr u & hw much u meant alot to me,
wud u still leave me?
well,evryting is too late.
nutting gonna change.
nutting gonna b ryte again.
i will always pray fr ur hapinez.
may u find ur true love.
dun hurt any other gerlz anymore.
bfore its too late fr regrets.
let me be d last gerl hu cried fr wad u've done.
they hv feelings too.
they hv d ryte to feel hapinez.
till here.
tankiew fr evryting.
tankiew so much fr breaking diz piece of hart.
RIP,firamin:180807-161107
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